A while back I took a couple of my photos and turned them into pencil drawings, one of which I posted for Sinful Sunday in October last year here. These drawings sparked an idea in my head, what if I took a photo of myself which I then drew in pencil and combine them together. The result would be part photo and part drawing which I felt would be a very creative thing to do, not only would I get joy from taking photos but also turning one into a drawing and then the fun of editing. I took this idea and ran with it but for my first attempt I honestly feel like I could improve it so much but at the same time you have to start somewhere and well it’s a task for the future.
One of my favourite mugs says “Explore More” and it’s a mug I owned well before my blog despite not realising I had it but it just so happened to fit the blog. As much as I love to explore a lot more and do all the things sex or otherwise, there is something great when I’m not doing that.
Relaxing in bed in the morning with a coffee before I have to get up and go to work, or on my days off when I only get up for the coffee and slide back under the covers and get comfy knowing I don’t need to get up for any reason until I want to.
I can be lost in thoughts, the sounds of the outside world, or some background music I have on.
Whatever I’m doing or not doing is better with a nice cup of coffee.
Dare is the latest topic of revelations and I have been very daring in life in various ways which fit in with this very well.
Way back before my blog I took the chance to do a bungee jump despite my dislike of heights, it was an experience, to say the least. I wasn’t dared to do it but since my brother-in-law was doing it I decided to join him. Standing on the edge of the platform underneath a bridge with nothing but my legs strapped to the bungee cord as I jumped without hesitation was the start of realising I was definitely adventurous and daring.
Now it wouldn’t be worth writing this blog post about the above experience on its own and in keeping with my blog I’ve had a few daring experiences, not only for the blog but also before I even started it.
First off is something most people know me for, and that’s nudes in the woods and the images I have taken. Now a good few of my shots in the woods aren’t exactly that daring to say the least but during one warm summer’s day I became very daring as I was out in my usual secluded spot.
Instead of shooting with say my trousers pulled down to my ankles and my top pulled up above my head, I got fully naked bar my boots and spent more than 10+ minutes taking multiple shots from various angles, in various poses and using my surroundings to my advantage. While I was in a secluded area it wasn’t too far from the main path everyone from cyclists, runners, walkers and dog walkers used especially on a warm day and any curious individual could have taken a detour and seen me as I was naked shooting pictures.
Thankfully no one did and I was able to spend my whole time shooting in peace until I had as many photos as I needed where I re-dressed myself and continued on my walk passing people oblivious as to what I had just done.
The second daring experience was when I was still bi-curious and trying to understand who I was. Sitting in the car of someone I knew well enough but not too well as we headed down a small single-track road not too far from my own home. We stopped at a passing point and he proceeded to play with me in the backseat which anyone could have driven past and seen what we were up to. Living in what was a smallish village at the time meant there was more of a chance anyone driving past might recognise me, they may not know my name or whereabout I actually lived, but they could be someone I pass in the street often and say hi to even though we don’t know each other.
Being daring can be very hot but also fun. Doing something adventurous that’s outside your comfort zone can provide a real rush of adrenaline like when I did a bungee jump which despite my dislike of heights was still fun. I realised afterwards just how much I hated the height factor but just loved the experience of being adventurous, daring and being able to say I did it.
Taking nude photos in the woods particularly when I was fully naked was hotter than I thought. I’d never been fully naked outside before let alone when I was somewhere that wasn’t a place I should be naked which made it hot. Knowing I could be seen but avoiding it was also hot as well as the fact that the photos I was taking would end up on my blog for others to see.
Last year I was conversing with someone I’d become friends with, some days we engaged in simple life chats and others were more consensual sexual chats. During one of these chats, I mentioned I was out in town having a drink/early afternoon lunch before a gig I was attending and we chatted both sexually and non-sexually the former of which made me a little hot and horny.
Being polite I happened to mention at one point that I’d likely be absent for a few minutes while I nipped to the toilet but would continue the conversation after I was done. This comment sparked them to mention to me that maybe I should have a play in a cubicle and send them a photo/short video of me doing so.
It wasn’t strictly a D/s type conversation but given how I was asked I leaned into my sub side and agreed to masturbate in the said cubicle after I was finished. Being in a toilet is normally not that hot, but the idea that I was masturbating in a cubicle for someone while people came in and out definitely made it hot, the idea that I was pleasuring myself and no one knew as well as the fact there was a slim chance of being caught but trying to make sure I didn’t.
I could hear the sounds of closing cubicle doors next to mine, flushing toilets, running water and hand dryers as I played a little and filmed it for them. On my own, I wouldn’t have done it, but knowing some would be getting to see me do it on film made it hot, that they had asked me to do it and I was happy and willing to do it for them having been turned on by our previous conversations earlier on in the day.
Having sent them the video they found it hot and wished they had been then further making the experience hot even though It was all done with, just thinking back and picturing them beside me mutually playing with each other making sure not to get caught.
As a submissive, I love being told things to do like a Danger Wank somewhere. Maybe being given instructions on what to do, how to do it and maybe even taking photos or videos for the person in question to watch and get turned on by.
I would love to do it more often, I know I can on my own and that’s hot but I definitely would love to have someone else dictate what I do, maybe give me tasks and make it into a game or something more than just masturbating.
I love vintage photos, they have a distinct look based on the era they were shot, the camera used and how they were developed.
When it comes to vintage nudes I love those that are a lot older, from an era in which everything was different, especially body image and getting nude along with how they chose to photograph it.
Vintage photography is something I’d like to play around with more, firstly just in taking pictures in a vintage pose or style where I can then add various filters and effects to add that distinct vintage look. Secondly would be to use a more vintage camera so I can get a real vintage look from a modern photo.
Thirdly might be to have someone photograph me in a vintage style, whether it’s wearing vintage clothes and posing nude/semi-nude, using a vintage camera or taking modern shots that can then be edited to appear more vintage, say for example an outdoor nude say in a wooded area where there would be nothing to give away the fact it was modern day.
In the absence of having any vintage shots already, I took a photo I don’t think I’ve shared out with Twitter and gave it a vintage look.
I wrote about how it’s been a decade since I started with sex toys and one area I played with early on was butt plugs. I’ve owned a number of different plugs over the years, but the one kind I grew to love was tailed plugs.
My first ever tailed plug was a faux fox fur glass plug which I had seen when I was just starting to get into butt plugs beyond the basic/beginners types. I was lucky enough to picked to review said plug as it was a review item. I had never used a glass plug before so I was curious as to how that would feel, and I had never had a tail either but from the pictures I saw I was immediately drawn to how it would feel and look having a tail sticking out my butt.
Having recieved said plug I couldn’t wait to unbox it, feel it in my hands and obviously wear it, but there was that pesky thing called everyday life to be getting on with so I knew I’d have to wait till later on in the evening before I could even unbox it. All day the box sat semi-hidden in my bedroom alongside my other plugs and a bottle of lube ready for when I could use it.
As the evening rolled in and the only other occupant of the house was asleep I was able to finally take the plug out of the box, get a good feel of the glass and the faux fox tail attached it to it. The glass was somewhat cold to the touch but very smooth and just the right size, there was also a weight to the plug as expected. The tail was bushy but soft to the touch and had a length I knew would look good on me as I wore the plug.
As I slide the plug in me I could feel the smoothness of the glass, the sized filled me up well and I felt the soft caress of the tail on my legs. Kneeling on my bed on all fours I looked back as best I could, there it was, a tail hanging out of me, and that along with the feeling of the plug in me just made me fall in love with this tailed plug.
The more I used it the more I loved it, I am not one for pet play but just seeing the tail as I wore the plug really did something for me, even if I couldn’t always see it as well as I’d like, and photographing it not being the easiest. Whenever I wanted to wear a plug the tail was always the one I’d go for, it became the only tail I had for a while but I didn’t care because it was my favourite untill the tail wore off likely due to lube constantly getting onto it.
I then eventually got a 2nd tail when I won a comp hosted by a sex blogger in which one of the prizes was a glass tailed plug. I’ve shared the image I took when I first tried it on a lot, but more recently in post on Valentines about love. When I got my prize and came to wear the tail for the first time I didn’t reaslise just how much I’d love it. Sure I knew how much I loved my previous one but as soon as I put in the new plug and saw/felt the tail I couldn’t help but smile and enjoy everything about it.
It wasn’t a hugely different plug or tail to my first, of course different colour and material for the tail but it was again a glass plug around the same size so I felt the same filling nature of the plug in me and the same soft feeling of the tail against my skin.
I used this new plug a lot, again whenever I had a desire to wear a plug, I still wasn’t into pet play but there was something wonderful about wearing a tail, seeing it on me and feeling it as I played or just enjoyed wearing it when I wasn’t playing.
Since then I’ve aquired a few more tailed plugs, and while there is one I have yet to enjoy (A pony tail) I am still firmly of the opinion that out of all my toys I’ve ever own tailed butt plugs are my favourite. I love the fact that I can wear them just for the pleasure of wearing them, but then if I am looking for fun too they can certainly enhance that and make that fun even better.
Below is one of my favourite plugs, a simple pink bunny tail. It’s small so easy to wear whenever I want and I enjoy both how it feels in me and how it looks in pictures. Being small it’s also good as a warm up for when I want to go with something a bit bigger, I get comfortable and work up from this.
For a little while now I’ve been part of a Discord community, one I joined simply because a lovely twitter follower created and then shared it for people join.
I wasn’t sure what to expect when joining, but over time I’ve come to love being on there, chatting others bloggers or otherwise. But more than that it’s given me a lot of self-worth, the people over there have made me feel like I fit in to a little community, that I can be myself and that I feel loved by them all.
I am able to share my new years goals, share my blog stuff and share all the things I would otherwise keep to myself. They understand the things I share both good and bad, they push me and support me to do the things I talk about validating some of the things I’d otherwise feel anxious about doing or even sharing.
I can enjoy other peoples happiness, try to pick them up when they are down and just have fun socialising with others. I’ve even been inspired by fellow bloggers for my blog posts, whether it’s just seeing them post for a meme and gettig my own thoughts to join in, seeing their thoughts on a particukar subject and maybe going back to an idea I had started to write about but never finished or just in the case of January Jumpstart just finding a reason to write on my blog.
I’m out of the loop when it comes to taking pictures and wasn’t intending to share this one as I thought it was too simple, but was motivated from someone the above comminuty to edit an image and share so here you go.