Month: November 2022
I feel a desire for pain, pain of a different kind.
The pain that will take all of lifes struggles out of my mind, that will calm me down and give me a certain pleasure.
I will allow others to leave marks on me using various implents to do so and then enjoying the visual results from their efforts
I will feel all the pain but it will be worth it, the marks will stay for some time a reminder of all that who left them and the trust in them I placed. I will feel free and happy, especially as I go to work others not knowing what has gone on but noticing the wry smile on my face, asking questions about how I am.