“Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory.”
It’s great to see LSB back and be able to post for Quite Quest again.
Now I posted for this quote previously on my blog but doing so again, and while I use music as an example you could fit this into many ways of my life.
I’m a big music lover, particularly heavy metal and that means I love going to gigs as it’s one of the ways I escape the realities of life for a few hours letting my hair down so to speak and becoming this other person.
It starts by standing in line usually near the front for me where I can engage in conversation with fellow gig-goers and chat happily away with them even if they are complete strangers. I will also scream, sing, headbang, jump around and generally not care about the hundreds of people around me.
With music like heavy metal, there can be lots of energy and I’m usually lost in the moment enjoying myself, even more so if it’s a band I really like and therefore I am not really thinking about the moment as a whole or what it means.
With each passing song, I scream my lungs out and sing every lyric like I’m on stage to the point I lose my voice, although it’s also because I like to stand at the front where I can get the attention of each band member who can see how much I am into the music and the band with some fun interaction as they see me and smile, thumbs up or lean into my direction when singing certain parts of a song. With headbanging and jumping around, I work up a sweat and release lots of energy along with others in the crowd around me.
Being out there, so confident around others and not having a care in the world is far removed from the quiet reserved side of me IRL.
It’s not until after each gig and after I get back to reality where I realise just how much fun I had and how I wish I could do it all over again. I miss the moment where I’m surrounded by people who are all together with the same interest as me in music and the bands playing. They don’t care that I’m screaming, being energetic and having fun even if right next to me because a lot of them are joining in too. There’s also the friendly aspect before the doors to the venue have opened. I make some friends while we wait to get in and we chat about whatever, all without caring that the other person might be a complete stranger from a different town/city or even travelling from a different country because we are there for the same reason.
Below are two images from one gig I attended back in late 2019 where I’m in the crowd, it’s a reminder of how music can bring us all together and the value of the moments I had during said gigs.
Lately, I’ve had a huge craving for cock, not any specific one but just some nice hard cock in general.
I want it to be hard before I even get to it, the thoughts of what I will do turning you on, making you twitch with excitement. Undressing you to your underwear/lingerie I want to see the bugle of your cock as I put my hand down and have a feel, the feel of it nice and hard in my hand throbbing away. I have yet to see your cock in the flesh but that feel turns me on and sets my mind racing as I visualise what I’m going to see.
Further undressing reveals the hard cock as you stand there, I step back and admire it for all but the briefest of seconds owing to the fact my craving is huge and I just want to have your cock right there and then
Without any waiting or hesitation, I drop to my knees salivating as I take your hard cock into my mouth and get it immediately wet. As I move up and down your shaft I see just how much of you I can take comfortably, allowing myself to zone out on your moans and groans as I go.
In between having you in my mouth, I allow my hands to get a good grip on you so I can feel your nice hard cock as I slowly stroke it savouring the moment and teasing you. I am more submissive than dominant, but I want to have some control over you and what happens which is why for now I am in control of your pleasure.
I take you into my mouth again to blow you, even more, we then switch positions, allowing my control to be given over to you. I rest my head back as you then facefuck me, starting slow then getting faster and seeing how much of you I can take in my mouth. You make me gag now and again knowing my limit and how much pleasure that gives us both.
You continue to facefuck me good and hard as your wet cock drips all over before you finally stop. This stop is so I can grab onto your hard wet cock one final time and stroke you to orgasm, but like before I go slow at first to tease then as your moans and groans get louder I start to speed up.
The moans get even louder as I stroke you fast and hard, my hands tightly gripped around your cock. As I make that last stroke I witness you shooting out all over me rather hard and multiple times. I am covered in your hot thick cum, a sensitive twitching cock in my hand and the sounds you make having just orgasmed.
Just a huge craving to fulfill
So yeah, as you can hopefully tell, I crave cock quite a bit right now. I am turned on so much by it that it’s in my mind a lot, and I get the thoughts as I wrote above.
I have no idea when I will actually get any cock but I can tell it will be so good when I eventually do and I will have to actively seek out a willing partner to make it happen.
As my blog turned 1 I have looked back on that plus my own 2021 up till now and what it means for me. I think about the present and where I am plus I think about the future and what my plans might involve
2021 has been a roller coaster of a ride for me with many ups and downs although it has ended up being lots of fun at times. Firstly it has been fun exploring my exhibitionist side with a little encouragement, the images I got from that and all the conversations that came during these times. I took numerous trips going to Manchester, Nottingham and twice to London all of which were great for different reasons but the common theme is that it has been great to finally take trips away, spend time away from home and all the responsibilities I have there.
I also look back and feel glad I’ve continued the blog for a whole year, that I took the time to build/make a site up and learn as I went while posting as much as I have. It’s been oddly enjoyable trying to figure out how WordPress works, how I make it work in the ways I want and how I do things based on that.
At this present time, I am starting to feel content with myself and relaxed as we enter the final parts of 2021. I’ve completed all my major trips this year and have settled into work so I can focus not only on work but things closer to home and everything day by day when I am not working including what I can do make me happy and relaxed.
There’s my birthday coming up soon (Nov 2nd), Christmas and such like but beyond that, I am free to hopefully relax my mind of all stresses and strains that have plagued it in the past year on occasions.
I know 2022 is a few months off and yes I’m not going to make plans for it just yet but I do want to have some idea of what I might want to do with it. In previous years I never had plans or goals for what I wanted my year to be like but continuing on from the good work I did in 2021 I feel like I need to do more again.
I want to travel more especially abroad, at least once in the year but not just to explore a new country and city which is fun but to also do something while I’m there (Theme parks and Roller coasters for my adventurous side?) There is one event I know of that I might want to attend depending on how it goes ahead, this will satisfy my continued urge to be social and come out of my shell more than ever.
Of course, I also want to continue with the blog, work on my images and do more with the shots I take where possible. I’d love to do more written posts even before this year is done, and work on maybe some erotica which I’ve started in the past but never finished or trashed as I didn’t like.
I have some personal goals I want to work on, those I can’t/don’t want to share here for obvious reason but by typing them out on here I hopefully can remind myself of them and work towards making things happen.
Finally, I want to continue to be myself, be the best I can be not only with myself but with others too. I’ve made some awesome friends on Twitter and follow lots of wonderful people who may not call me a friend exactly but who I love interacting with and want to continue to do so be it appreciating their pics, being kind or joining in with threads of theirs.
Having previously taken and posted an image for Sinful Sunday that I promptly forget to link up, and then a few weeks of not posting I am now refreshed in more ways than one.
I’m settled into a work-life balance after taking my last trip away for the year, I am also able to think about turning a year older very soon, family Christmas plans as well as work on ideas/plans for next year.